"Our culture has little respect for privacy; we no longer recognize the sacred zone around each person.  We feel we have a right to blunder unannounced into any area we wish.  Because we have lost reverence of approach, we should not be too surprised at the lack of quality and beauty in our experience.  At the heart of things is a secret law of balance and when our approach is respectful, sensitive and worthy, gifts of healing, challenge and creativity open to us.  A gracious approach is the key that unlocks the treasure of encounter...  A reverence of approach awakens depth and enables us to be truly present where we are.  When we approach with reverence great things decide to approach us.  Our real life comes to the surface and its light awakens the concealed beauty in things.  When we walk on the earth with reverence, beauty will decide to trust us.  The rushed heart and the arrogant mind lack the gentleness and patience to enter that embrace.  Beauty is mysterious, a slow presence who waits for the ready, expectant heart."
--John O'Donohue, "Beauty"

I always thought I was just shy and hesitant...  Intimidated or overly aware of manners...

Maybe I was seeking the best moment for beauty to present itself...  Maybe I approach introductions and new experiences with reverence...  Taking my time and exploring the mysterious...  Readying my heart to be present to a beautiful moment.